It’s been awhile ever since, I believed that I can get over with it eventually and it will get back to normal but I was wrong. It seems to turn worst, turn to not I expected to. Realize that avoiding is not helping at all too. I really want it back to how it used to be before because I really miss it. I’ve tried my best, I really did and I really wish but the more I tried the more I lost faith, lost hope and lost trust. I don't know what else I can do. All I know is to surrender everything to your control. To believe, to hope that it will be fine soon.
Take my heart
Take my soul
I surrender everything to your control
And let all this is within me lift up to you and say
I am yours and yours alone
CompletelyAna Laura - CompletelyI am still working to distract me from it. When I am on bed, I really wish that I could sleep well and when I wake up the next day I really wish it is a good day and everything is fine.
I really wish and hope.....
I want to fly like those
birds happily, freely with their companions.