Something moving in my head

Joy Ride, originally uploaded by Boy_Wonder, blogged by reeN!ezart

It's the second week of teaching this semester and it's been great so far. My teaching load is reduced this semester as I need to focus more on my studies. However, I can't seem to focus on it lately. It's like something is always in my head, moving around and distracting me. It's so @#$%^&*@#$

&mdash That "something", Go Away!

And I want to do some photography. It's been a long time since my last one.
And I need to get the application documents done.
And I need to get a drawing done too.

Please Get Well Soon

originally uploaded by geetarooman, blogged by reeN!ezart.

This photo is amazing. Lovely creativity and DOF.

I don’t know why my body has so many bacteria this year. I had a big boil on my leg 3 months ago when I got back from my vacation; it was horrible until needed me to do surgery. Now on my face, luckily no surgery needed just need to take antibiotics. I hardly eat and laugh, it's painful, I can’t go out either, that’s so miserable. Gosh, I have been off from work for 2 days. I seriously need to recover soon; many works are awaiting me to get it done. Oh please!

Update: Damn, now my teeth hurts. Argh..I can't concentrate doing my work.

a lady hopes for the best...

a lady hopes for the best..., originally uploaded by ::reflecting truth::, blogged by reeN!ezart

Collected a stack of exam papers to be marked by next week from the exam unit this morning. Left one more class next week then my classes for this semester has finally come to its end. After that it’s all on markings and research. Yay-hoo. This semester is so occupied with workloads. Hopefully, next semester they can really reduce my workload so I can focus more on my research. 1.5 years left to complete. Gambateh.

I have a friend getting married next weekend. She has no official photographer, so a friend of mine and I will help her on the photographing. Woo….first attempt on wedding photographing, I am excited. I have another one on September, looking forward to that too.

Back to work. Hope for the best and to those having final exam now too! :)

p/s: Listening to Taylor Swift’s songs make my day. I’m obsessed with John Mayer’s songs too and many more.

Daily Life

This is so me, pretty much :P
How about you? How's your daily life?

Surrender Everything to Your Control

It’s been awhile ever since, I believed that I can get over with it eventually and it will get back to normal but I was wrong. It seems to turn worst, turn to not I expected to. Realize that avoiding is not helping at all too. I really want it back to how it used to be before because I really miss it. I’ve tried my best, I really did and I really wish but the more I tried the more I lost faith, lost hope and lost trust. I don't know what else I can do. All I know is to surrender everything to your control. To believe, to hope that it will be fine soon.

Take my heart
Take my soul
I surrender everything to your control
And let all this is within me lift up to you and say
I am yours and yours alone
Completely

Ana Laura - Completely

I am still working to distract me from it. When I am on bed, I really wish that I could sleep well and when I wake up the next day I really wish it is a good day and everything is fine.
I really wish and hope.....
I want to fly like those birds happily, freely with their companions.

I need

I need...
simple
happiness
good times
clear mind
direction
a break
to escape
to leave
and hopes.